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Created on 2006-09-29 06:24:23 (#11266561), last updated 2006-10-19

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Name:	letmebethinplz
Location:	Australia

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where should i start?! i really hate the apperance of myself,y am i so fat? whenever i look at my fingers i get so disgusted.i hate binging,i hate taking laxatives after that.i hate my loose of concentration in studying.i hate my beloved parents dont take care of /love me as much as other parents do.i hate getting no love back from my loved ones. i hate being so lonely.i hate my depression.but i love controlling.i love my body controlled by ME.i love freedom.I am dreaming to be THIN.i always thought i would get thin & being envied by so many girls one day.but it seems that 'one day'never come to me.they want me to be perfect,but dont they know that I ALWAYS WANA BE PERFECT!!!!!

height : 160 cm (5'' 3')
current weight: 65 kg (143 lb)
highest weight: 71kg (150 lb)
lowest weight:53kg(116 lb)
short term goal: 55kg(120 lb)
long term goal: 45kg--48 kg (100lb--105lb)